When I look at someone's character,
( Hey, I just look once, I didnt cheat, I mean once in a while, =P)
When I not looking, tryin to build out from my imagination.
( Oh man, I trying Im tryin.... I know how draw human figure, I know it, damn. But, this is another type of human figures. Manga type? Whatever. I was inspired by this, there are so many can be found online, sorry, I don't artist of the begining for these... Japanese? I think. Whatever, why I wasting my time to research on artist, huh? There are so many people out there. Hey, stop, did I said wasting time? I don't say waste time, I spend time/take time, time just keep on going, if it can be STOP FOR a little moment, oh I can do many things in that moment, probably finish what I want to watch that still in pending-list. I love horror, thriller games, especially the monsters inside or ghosts, they are so creepy and I love it, in the same time I like kawaii female characters, I have to admit it.... I dont know what my mind made of.... Both are so different and I like it, not mention the mechas. I was amazed by pewdiepie, a video games commentator http://www.youtube.com/user/PewDiePie though Im not a great fan of him, his comments are quite common though, but seriously I don't really know why Im enjoy those videos, first reason that make me watch his videos, probably I think is because my pc can't play those amazing 3D games, Oh, I love those monsters/characters design, I do listen to his comment about the games, well. I want to work in part of character designs too!!! I wish I can get someone like him to comment on the my games later, not games, characters later, great job though I think this is great way to promote your games isn't it, but is it showing too much of it? will it ruin the gameplay? I dont think so, I think it will make you wanna try it for yourself very badly, am I right? thought, everyone's opinion is not same. )
Next
Oh no, later I have to take things I have done for interview for scholarship, I don't what to do, I have plenty of those -copy- sketches, Okay, I admit it, I copy, what so bad about copy, huh, this is how I pratice and end up like this, haha, oh God. So far, I don't think I have any achievement, I have, but those are very simple things, Oh no.... Im spending too much time to watch than do it on my own....
Here, I have these practice sketches I research last year for human figures(manga), that I found online...
I have many more of these tutorial, storing somewhere. But I have been through these, not really expert through but simply through, I admit that....
I don't want to go back there.... >< oh not again, I learned all these last year, oh no.... really?
I must admit that I'm not a hard worker, I think is time to change my mindset and build a timetable.... I think
or my dream will never come true... I think... I even ask help from my friend, I remember that was first time I start to inspired by these... but they didnt help but just send my some drawings of their, erm? I can find them online thought, are they even helpful? then, I think I might be start practice on my own....
(but, I cannot stop watching youtube and stuffs, omg, someone help me, hello....hell......o? Another me, please wake me up) Ha ha ha.... ._.
I wonder if there anyone will looking at these.....
( My laptop is going to die soon, it keep crash and lag whenever I doing photoshop or illustrator but now I have no budget yet to buy a new one, It's so annoying since first semester, anything can't be get done perfectly for my opinion, whatever, why we have to exchange for something with a ticket, I mean money, no other way to live in without a ticket changing system? I need to create a story about that seriously, my own thought is not good enough, I want somebody else, but I dont have any of them, sad... for myself )
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